is always disastrous.
If there is line where purity ceases and sin begins then my goal is not to not cross that line, my goal is to be as far away from that line as possible.
Oh, believe me, that’s a lot easier said than done. And I’ve crossed the line far more often than I’d like to admit. But knowing that the call of my God is holiness, my standard for myself must be nothing less than that.
“But just as he who called you is holy, so be holy in all you do; for it is written: ‘Be holy because I am holy.’” 1 Peter 1:15-16
I acted out this idea in my friend’s kitchen the other day…using Giglio’s bubble analogy-- getting just close enough to the outer edge of a bubble so as not to pop it rather than rushing to the middle where God and holiness resided. She encouraged me to illustrate and post this idea on my blog. Being that I am a better actor than I am illustrator I shrugged her off. But, as I’ve noticed sin in my own life this past week and looked back to see how I got to the action of the sin, I realized it always began in a form of pride and/or selfishness. I stepped into a grey area sure that I wouldn’t cross over into the dark.
Take David for example, I don’t believe he woke up one morning and thought “I’d like to commit adultery today. And then I’ll have the husband killed” and so he went looking for Bathsheba. No, note that already he was not in the battle that was being fought—a place the king should have been. I don’t really know why he wasn’t there. But I’d wager that his decision to not be there was a step into the grey, opening the door for sin later. Had he been at the battle, he would not have been in a place to view Bathsheba. Had he not seen her, he would not have desired her. Had he not desired her he would not have slept with her, she would not have gotten pregnant, he would not have tried to deceive her husband, he would not have murdered Uriah. And all this because David, like me, chose to flirt with sin, pridefully believing “oh, I would never do something like that.” Forget the line, I’ll do my best to keep out of the grey, thank you very much! :o)
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This was some much needed conviction. Thankyou honey!
Gabichka
I'm so glad that you wrote this up. Can I do a direct link from my blog in a few days? I'll be writing along these lines as well.
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