пятница, марта 24, 2006
четверг, марта 16, 2006
God is moving me to new views of Him lately. I don’t even know how to express out loud what that means right now. But, in lots of ways He is showing me that I am dirt and He is beauty. There have been so many times when I have tried to “love” on my own. The problem, I think, is that we tend to use this word far too flippantly. I mean, the Bible says that God is love and if God is love, well, then on my own I have NONE of that in me. I can’t love people because, well, I’m not God. But, I want to love people. I guess to do that means I need to make sure that God is living in and through me. To do that I need to constantly be seeking Him…reading my Bible, talking to Him, listening to Him, hearing Him through others…otherwise all I’m giving people is a cheap imitation of what could forever change their lives. I would hate to think that someone missed out on Love because I thought it would be ok to call myself a follower of Christ and still be living on my own strength.
Amberly’s mom and sisters arrive today. I cannot wait to see Marsha again and to meet Meagan and Sydney. There is going to be a girl party at our house for the next week! It will be awesome!
Oleg Magdych just brought me my train ticket for me and mom to
I don’t know if I’ll be posting while Mom is here…we’ll just have to wait and see.
Peace Out!
воскресенье, марта 12, 2006
понедельник, марта 06, 2006
A weekend away :o)
Dennis, Amberly and I just got home from Tornovka, Dennis’ home: a small town located in the region of Dnipropetrovsk. Dennis’ youth group was having an outreach party and it was called “American Style.” Basically, we were invited to be the American freak show :o) Amberly, unable to remember the Russian word for ‘party,’ was telling her Russian teacher who does not know English about what we were doing the weekend and she said “kak tsirkv” “like a circus” which her teacher laughed about for a long time. Maybe we were the freaks for the weekend, but that’s no different than every time we get on a marshootka and speak English and the whole bus is turning around to look at us. Besides, during this ‘freak show’ we were able to talk to the kids and tell them why we were here and spend time talking to them about life in America versus life in Ukraine which led to a whole other discussion about life in Kiev versus life in a smaller town, like theirs. They were shocked to hear that our towns in
пятница, марта 03, 2006
Happy Thoughts
My mom will be here in 14 days.
I talked to Calyn, if only for a few mins. this morning. That always makes my day.
Sweet SMSs from Syoma.
Coffee with Hazelnut creamer.
Kiev conference next weekend.
Believe it or not, I found the snow to be magical again yesterday.
God continues to reveal the magnitude of His love to me--and I am shocked every time.
Curling up on the couch with what has become known as my 'cloud blanket.'
Late night talks in Amberly's room--sometimes deep, sometimes silly: usually both.
Phone calls from Pasha.
The way our friends always excessively ring our doorbell.
Learning to love.
Moments on ICQ with Toddie.
E-mails from Catie.
And Walker.
Hugs from Roma.
Beginning to understand the meaning behind the Russian songs we sing at NewFormat.
Lunch with the new Americans.
Remembering that "May is tomorrow."